Alright, it's no mystery that I have been out of the radar here. Truth be told, I've barely logged in here for the last year, maybe longer than that. As mentioned in the previous journal, I moved to Pennsylvania back in July and for the first month it was spent settling in and looking for a job. As of now I have found a job and have been working hard in it for the past 3 weeks. With that said, between job and other things I barely have any time for myself. I doesn't matter too much to me, however it does affect my communication with some people, specially the ones I can only talk to in here. Another thing that has been causing my inactivity here is just the fact that I've lost pretty much all interest in the site, too many things have changed since I joined back in 2009 and too many things have changed in me as a person as well. I am no longer that 17 year old kid that had a conflicting mind and thoughts and I have grown mentally since then, can't say I've made peace with all of my demons and I recon I never will be but as of now most of those demons are gone. I am considering deleting this account, most of the people I befriended here I have other more personal ways to keep in touch with and the others I've lost contact with almost completely. I think there are about 3 people left in here that I would love to keep in touch with, people that have helped me in different moments of my life. Right now I don't know what else to write. If you want to keep in touch with me, leave me a note and I'll check it out before I decide if I'm actually going to turn this page in my book of life.
I hope you guys can understand my reasoning behind all this and that you are all having a great time and doing alright.
Take care, everyone.